Couldn't find my notes today!

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I have Armani, and still want to buy one Titan Raga and a Casio Digital...

Raga because - I remember it's advertisement in the Newspaper when I was in school. And that's my favourite watch of all time. It's in my list back then.

Casio because it's one of vintage looks I love, that Rose Gold Chain with Digital interface, it's a perfect mix of Old times with new age. Out of nowhere, I am just trying to fix my memory. In the hustles of life, we all forget why we started. I used to think, I'll buy these and these things when I'll earn.

I am earning today but I couldn't find any diary or notes of what I wanted in life...

We are more entangled into our present situations that we don't give much balance to our past and future and which is good at times...

लेकिन अगर सुबह का भूला शाम को घर वापस न आए? 

My simple point is - we sometimes go too much with the flow that we don't get chance to see the flood coming...

I am trying to make my bucket list... It only doesn't mean materialistic things for myself. I had a lot more which I forgot.... 

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  1. Anonymous28 July 2023 at 10:52

    Nice one !

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  2. Anonymous28 July 2023 at 10:57

    Sometimes knowing yourself how far we have came is important, Hustling, getting better is important, but knowing yourself, fulfilling your desires are more precious, because they will be moments you'll remember life long. So enjoy every bit of present.

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